online social sites, FB twitter etc.... i get them... that's why i'm on them.. i like connecting w/ people... sort of..... don't like that boundaries are left by the wayside under the guise of an avatar...people i've never met referring to me as a 'douche'...or sending me deluded fb myspace emails w/ their phone nums asking 'why we can't work it out?', when I'VE NEVER MET THEM....is...creepy at best.
i've sent comments to people i admire, authors, writers, musicians, directors etc.. if/when they comment back i appreciate it, but totally know that i still don't know them, it doesn't make us BFF's cause they laughed at a joke online... it's not real, much like hollywood, it's smoke and mirrors people...
if people knew me, they wouldn't approach me like that... i think i will always disappoint those who stick to a fixed idea or projection of who i am based on images i've played... even myself if i subscribed to that thinking..
movies and pictures in magazines are images crafted to make one feel a certain way...
i very aware there are many many worse things happening on this planet than dealing w/ lonely needy internet people...of that I'm sure.
